I think it is talent--or perhaps it is commitment--or it could possibly be that...I just don't want to stop.
Because what if I'm disappointed?
I don't create because it's easier to curl up in bed and close my eyes and imagine what I would do if I felt like I could do...anything. I keep waiting for someone to come along and believe in me;
''Cause I'm out of reasons to believe in me...'
And no one comes except for critics who will tell me how I need to not be so idealistic--how I need to grow up.
I need to grow up.
I need to decide whether I am going to leap into my destination or just keep milling around.
I am a an endless road of detours.
I will never be ready.
If I stop,
I will have to look at myself and reconcile. I'm not ready for my reflection.
So--I just keep deliberately making stupid decisions...
Because then
I don't ever
Have to face my fears,
And everything is always as equally impossible as it is possible."
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