Talk myself to sleep tonight. Jesus fix it if you're listening. Figure out what's missing. Pretend it's Him so I can get some peace. It's been six months of nothing but everything I love. Levi says it right. "It's all just vanity and vapor."
All my fake friends and card houses have collapsed. I'm spinning without reach. I don't want to grab ahold of something or someone that I can't keep.
Everything is temporary.
Nothing stays.
And no one chooses to love you forever.
Not even your flesh and blood.
All my fake friends and card houses have collapsed. I'm spinning without reach. I don't want to grab ahold of something or someone that I can't keep.
Everything is temporary.
Nothing stays.
And no one chooses to love you forever.
Not even your flesh and blood.
I'm so tired. Sad tired. Dead tired.
I rifle through my life alone.
I need to be held by anyone.
I rifle through my life alone.
I need to be held by anyone.
Father, comfort me.
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